self improvement！

kevin,你就不要再装可爱了～星期四的生日就快长大一岁的人还这么撒娇哦～
你这个萌表情让我想到你在“深夜的ｉｄｏｌ"里和Ｅｌｉ跳舞扮小女生的那一幕，当你看到ｅｌｉ放电的时候，ｅｌｉ都吓到退后了ＸＤ　你不要男女都通吃啊～


我想各位豌豆们都好羡慕那个女生吧～娃娃啊～好想看你的ｃａｆｅ－ｉｎ啊～可是听不懂韩文～


(最近最喜欢的团体～ｓｕｊｕ最高！庚宝啊，好希望你能回来，却不会再受伤害>.<）

I recalled the day when my aunt, asked me whether i wan to join a seminar which is organize by the toastmaster club.
At first i felt reluctant to go, since there will be a lot of public speaking in the seminar.Public speaking? How many years i have not given any speach in front of the public. Maybe i was just too scared to stand on the stage and furthermore, my english is not very good = =
i told my aunt "see first lah..."
but she didnt gave up inviting me to take part in the seminar.
One day, my dad called my mum, as usual...
when he asked me to pick up the phone, he encouraged me to join this seminar...though i was really heavy hearted to go, but i promised him i will go~

I really regretted on the day before i join the seminar...i even told my mum i was not interested, she told me to turn the plan down, but my dad's and aunt's words kept rang in my ears, as though they are just beside me. A promise is a promise. I made a hard decision, and promised to go.I went to Subang Jaya with my grandma. We went there by KTM.

That was really my worst nightmare forever! Now, i only know that malaysians, are really selfish and they really like to squeeze with others. No manners at all. When i said excuse me for many times, they ignored me and kept pushing in. Hey?! what's in the hurry? could u all just let the passengers get out before u go in? In my opinion, malaysians are so rude...= = that's why v cant compete with other modern countries...should change malaysians behaviour...

On that night, my aunt brought me to a coffee shop, she wanted to surf the internet, so i followed her...bringing another laptop too. Since she is the president of the toastmasters club, i asked her things about the seminar. She told me that on the last day, there will be a public speaking contest, all of the participant's parents will be invited to watch their child's performance. I planned to give a nice speech about lee teuk XD, my favourite idol.So, i even surf things about him That, was really a crazy thought. But speaking of it, it's really embaressing if i talk about him and noone enjoys it?

On the first day, i remembered as i stepped into the hall, i saw many chinese girls, almost the same age as me were there. They were chatting with each other in english...English educated family, i thought. I can even hear them using "slangs" when they speak in english. To be honest, i always envied those who can speak english very well, and normally those who really can speak english well, they will use accent as well.

Maybe becoz i'm not so good in english, or maybe teenagers in kl looked down on "kampung" girl like me( i'm from seremban) i didnt really mix up well with them. Nobody was my closest friend in the seminar, but sometimes we do chat.

On the last day, i can mix a bit well with my group B members, and it was when the contest begun. The topic of my public speaking is "korean holic" which i said my love for korean food, culture, stars and language. At first, i danced nobody, and acted on the stage. I'm glad it turn out well, the most embaressing movement is when i showed my super junior poster and shouted"super junior!!"...although i didnt won the contest, but i'm proud of myself becoz i reached my goal. It turned out well actually, as the audience kept laughed when i said smth funny^^ my parents said it was very entertaining~ yeah! i have reached my goal ^^although i didnt delivered the speech smoothly. When i asked my mentol's comment, she said I actually got quite high marks for my "korean holic" Even after the speech, many mentols approached me and told me that they are also Korean holic!XD It' was really fun~I　really enjoyed myself in the seminar~

I may be not the perfect, but i'm proud of myself :D